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On Corruption

Recently I watched “Lage Raho Munnabhai” again. It is definitely one of the best Hindi movies of the last decade. I was amazed by how simply Munnabhai could solve people’s plights using a well-known method: “Gandhigiri”. In the movie, it is said that you might just as well remove Gandhi from every photo, road and note, however, what is more important is whether you keep his principles in your heart. Being an Indian, and watching rampant corruption sweep past the country, and then seeing the Lokpal-drama, in this note, I argue that it is not the rights or the rules which can solve the problem. Instead, it is fulfilling one’s responsiblity and creating a change within ourselves that is most important.

Gandhigiri, started by Mahatma Gandhi, refers to resolving situations without disrespecting other people and yet, not losing one’s ground. Of course Gandhigiri had to work in the movie, its a movie after all. Watching the gradual development of Lokpal around Anna Hazare and seeing a massive unrest within the country, I posed a question to my colleague. Can Gandhigiri work in real life? Can we solve something as complex as corruption using Gandhigiri? This sparked off a long conversation, which created an inspiration for this note.

If we look at our current society, corruption is extremely rampant. How to solve this problem? “Dont give bribes” is a common statement circulating in media. But, lets pose a few questions. Can we spend a whole day sweating and being unproductive just to get a driving license when there is an option to pay a few hundred rupees to get the work done in no time? Can we stop our businesses because we are not willing to pay bribes? Can we stop sending the kids to school, the same school which charges a huge sum of money in the name of donation? Can we give up getting our passports made when there is no option but to pay the guy some money for Chai-Paani? Maybe we might say yes to a few questions. But to all? No, I doubt it. Its hard to stop giving bribes, when everyone’s doing it; when it is the only way to survival.

So, what do we do? We write huge articles. We discuss. We talk. We fight. We protest. We riot. We complain. But, we continue to live and we continue to pay bribes. In the movie, an old man, inspired by Gandhigiri, walks up to a peon and starts giving away his spectacles, bag, watch and even his clothes in lieu for a bribe. This ashames the peon and he signs all the papers. Well.. it looks extremely entertaining to see in the movie, but can it work in real life? Its definitely doubtful.

Then, what is the more practical solution? One way, I feel, is to change from “Dont give bribes.” to “Dont take bribes.” When it comes to rights, we are first to jump. But when it comes to responsibility, we are less attentive. In the same way, not giving bribes seems like an easier way out. But, is it really practical. Not really. But yes, not taking bribes is practical. As it is within our control. Wherever we are, if we start doing that, imagine what can happen in future. Not accepting bribes will create an effect; the effect of people not giving bribes. People will stop giving bribes, only if there are people not willing to accept them. Hence, it boils down to the fundamental greed of human beings. Can we give up that innate desire to get easy money via corrupt means?

So, we might, in the short period, be forced to pay bribes, but let us at least stop taking them first, no matter what.  I am reminded of a beautiful quote from Viktor Frankl’s life-changing book Man’s Search for Meaning. “No one has the right to do wrong, not even if wrong has been done to them.” Lets not take bribes, even if someone else wrongfully takes it from us. That is the right way around the problem rather than beating the bush- rioting, complaining, shouting etc. Nothing will change, even if govt. changes, officials go away, even if Lokpal rules are made compulsory. Nothing will change, unless we change fundamentally.

So as we see riots, as we see people going on fasts unto death, as we witness countless bandhs, as we see people cursing government with every offensive word they know; lets ask this question. Are we fundamentally changing ourselves? Are we creating a change within ourselves? Or is it just another hoopla to create rules; rules which are meant to be broken. We may think of creating hundreds of revolutions externally; but unless we have one revolution, nothing will change. That revolution is something more internal; something more fundamental. That revolution begins where we are at the moment. That revolution begins now.

Metal for Inspiration

Being an avid fan of metal, I owe a lot to the music; in the good times sharing of memories, and in the bad times a lot of support. Moreover, the music has also inspired and motivated me. Hence, I write this piece as a tribute to the metal’s amazing powers. Here is a list of some of the songs which I feel can support us, liberate us and most of all, inspire us..

1. Hallowed Be Thy Name by Iron Maiden

The best metal song according to me; the song is about an innocent man who is going to be hanged in a few minutes. The man’s voice offers both an anger towards the society who doesn’t believe in his innocence; and disappointment towards God who doesn’t save him despite no fault of him at all. His words inspire us to do something good in whatever life left ahead of us.

When you know that your time is close at hand,
Maybe then you’ll begin to understand
Life down here is just a strange illusion…

2. One by Metallica

One of the bests by Metallica. The song has been written excellently and the lyrical depth takes us into another realm both musically and emotionally. War is truly an ignominious act by man, and this song serves to remind us of the consequences; and the brutal realities of life both in and out of battlefield. Showing us that our problems are indeed minuscule as compared to others, say a soldier in the midst of war; the song can push us ahead in our dark times.

Now that the war is through with me
I’m waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now..

3. Peace Sells by Megadeth

The song is legendary; not only because of an excellent riff and solo, but also because of its well writen lyrics. The song represents an anger of a common man getting pounded by the authorities again and again; despite him working as hard as he can. Its really liberating to be able to associate so well with the man. It’s song writing at its best as seen from the lines:

What do you mean I aint kind?
I am just not your kind..

The song ends by the man questioning; “Peace Sells, But Who is Buying?” It seems really apt in the belligerent world today. This reminds me of a quote from the book 1984, “Idea of world peace was given up just when it became possible.”

4. Heaven and Hell by Black Sabbath

Heaven and Hell is a brilliant poetic composition. It talks about the fact that both heaven and hell exist in our lives and are not something external; “out there”.

The closer you get to the meaning
the sooner you’ll know that you’re dreaming…

Sabbath also creates a metaphor in the form of a “dancer” which might represent people around us as can be seen from: Love can be seen as the answer, but nobody bleeds for the dancer.
This might mean that although we know that love is the answer, but we do not really show love for the people around us.
Since Heaven is right where we are now, Sabbath writes, You’ve got to bleed for the dancer!

5. A Tout Le Monde by Megadeth

What do you think a man might say when he is about to commit suicide? The song is about that. Instead of being cynical, the man shows deep sense of love and gratitude for his friends. Again, poetic genius can be seen from the following lines:

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break

Since the song is about the regrets and guilt at the point of death, it sort of liberates us from our worries but also poses a question. Are we doing enough to make sure we do not reach the same state when we are about to die?

6. Blood Brothers by Iron Maiden

A song which talks about the fact that the people all around the world are connected by a common destiny- a destiny of being human. Hence, we are all Blood Brothers!
Also, the song talks about the fact that we may devote our lives to something materialistic: money, prestige or fame; but it can be easily swept away by fate’s own hand. Hence, we need to search for something more internal.

Will we ever know what the answer to life really is?
Can you really tell me what life is?
Maybe all the things that you know that are precious to you
Could be swept away by fate’s own hand

7. Metal Church by Metal Church

One of the most underrated metal song ever; it really is one of my favorites. The shades of poetry can be seen from its metaphorical creation of “Metal Church” which can represent both the organized religion and the government; indirectly controlling the people without directly getting into the public view.

Metal Church will find you, comes from very far
Metal Church behind you knows just who you are, who you are!

Again, it serves as a reminder of us being expected to do certain things by religious and government authorities; things which do not really represent our true character. Hence, the lyrics can elevate us to do things which the “Metal Church” does not expect us to do: follow our true humanity…

8. Children of the Grave by Black Sabbath

The song is by an “adult” telling children to not follow the society who want them to follow certain things; but to follow their own heart and create a change for the better by spreading love. Its seems like an inspirational yet poetic piece of advice as seen from the following lines:

So you children of the world, listen to what I say
If you want a better place to live in, spread the word today
Show the world that love is still alive, you must be brave
Or you children of today are children of the grave….

9. Metal Gods by Judas Priest

A beautiful piece by Judas Priest, nicknamed “Metal Gods” after this song, it talks about how the technology i.e. machines, robots, satellites etc. have pervaded our lives completely. The satire can be seen in technological creations being called “gods”.

Machines are taking all over
With mankind in their command
In time they’d like to discover
How they can make their demand

Listening to the song makes us aware of our slavery towards the technology, and how we need to make sure we preserve a “mind” of our own..

10. In My Darkest Hour by Megadeth

The last song in the list; is about loneliness, emptiness and anger. As the song represents the heart of a person who is truly lonely and has no avenue to speak out or talk to someone; we can really relate very well to the song particularly in times of our turmoil.

Through the darkest hour
Grace did not shine on me
It feels so cold, very cold
No one cares for me

By finding a listening ear in the song, we can reduce our worries and feel light-hearted. Its another way of getting inspired: reduce our burdens and focus on what we should be doing instead!

The sometimes dark, sometimes negative, sometimes optimistic lyrics in metal songs can surely liberate us; both creatively and emotionally. With liberation, comes inspiration. The songs can motivate us, drive us to derive hitherto energies hidden within us and inspire us to be creative; to do good work. I call this phenomenon Metal for Inspiration.

For Another Day…

Listening to Megadeth’s new record and contemplating about what to write next, I was struck with another round of this crazy abdominal pain. In that painful hysteria, I knew I had to pen down something. This piece grew out of pain, angst and desire to change something in the future. Sometimes all of us feel that kind of frustration or anger or something along those lines. Guess for me, the pain guided me to something which I call “For Another Day…” The first part is about the pain and the guilt. And the second part is about the possible road to salvation. Or atleast, thats what I think…

I.

With a twinkle my eye opens
What time is it?
08:10.
Upphh… getting late for work.
Then..
I feel the pain..
Eating me from the Inside.
Just then, I think
Can I sleep one more hour?
Can I sleep a couple maybe?
Succumbing to procrastination..
Even in Pain…

Then I rush to the hospital.

And the story continues…
Hospitals.
Doctors.
Nurses.
Medicines.
Bills.
Pills.
Payments.
Taxis.
MCs.

More Hospitals.
More Doctors.
More Pills…

And after all this,
I am left with just one thing:
More Pain……

Alone in the Dark,
My body remains weak.
I am talking to myself.

Some time back.
Just a few days back,
When I was fit and healthy;
Wasn’t I a fool?

I loved holidays. Didn’t I?
But, I dont like them anymore.
I loved taking taxis. Didnt I?
But, I dont like them anymore.
I loved weekends; not going to work. Didnt I?
But, I have started to like work now.

Its wondrous,
What pain can do to you…
You start appreciating small things
given to you..
You start respecting people
all around you..
Perhaps you wont see them anymore..
Maybe I wont be there anymore..
One day….

Some time back, I ignored many calls
Not caring about anyone..
Now, I start thinking..
Aren’t they also people like me?
Breathing..

Some time back, I loved Friday evenings..
Now, I start thinking, How can I waste that precious time away?

Some time back, I loved gossiping
Always interested to know, whats cooking..
Now I dont care…

Some time back.
Just a few days back,
When I was fit and healthy;
Wasn’t I a fool?
Not respecting people and things,
and acting as if I was cool!

II.

In the Dark
As, I see no light in my sight
What else can I do but fight?
And hope that it will be alright..

I need to make a vow.
Now.

For the people around me,
Can I show a little care?
Share and enjoy those moments so rare!

For the nature around me,
Can I appreciate it even a bit?
And bask in its beauty when fully fit!

Can I stop criticizing everyone?
And forget everything bad about them..
Have a little fun!
Just forget and forgive!

Can I help my friends?
And show them the way,
And guide them to where their missions lay..

Can I stop complaining?
After seeing so many people dying
And hungry people crying..
And do something?

Can I start thinking about what to make?
And stop thinking about what to take!

Can I stop thinking about money and a new car?
And instead concentrate on dreams which lay far!

A tear rolls down on my cheek,
My body is filling up with desire to seek..
Although now, I may be weak,
Yet, I determine to continue to seek…

I repent
And vow to move ahead
Hoping to scale greater heights which lie ahead..

From all these thoughts,
I get halted,
By another sharp spike of pain..
And I start praying,

For Another Day..
In which I can be a normal person.
For Another Day
For a Day which is ordinary in every sense..

Some time back.
Just a few days back,
When I was fit and healthy;
Wasn’t I a fool?
Not appreciating people and things,
and acting as if I was cool!

I pray..
For Another Day…
No matter what you may say,
I just want that same ole day..

For Another Day.
Imagining what all I can give away,,
What else can I say?
I just need that one more day!

For Another Day..
I can give everything away…

And the pain continues to bite me like a shark..
And I sit grabbing at straws in the Dark..
Imagining all these things I am ready to do and say,
For Another Day…
Anything…
For Another Day…

To Live Before We Die

I borrow the title of the Steve Jobs’ speech at Stanford Graduation Ceremony. His speech is a brilliant depiction of the life of a man who overcame all odds to achieve his dream. May he rest in peace. In this piece, I will be writing about a conversation I had with my friend Pavan a few months back. That time we had agreed that we have found the truth and we wanted to share with everyone. We hadn’t got ourselves to write anything on that so here is me attempting to crystallize what we called the “truth” that time.

What is Death? This was the question with which we started our long conversation that day. We had just watched a famous Hindi movie “Kal Ho Na Ho” in which Shahrukh Khan, the protagonist tries to “live” each moment inspite of knowing that he would be dying in a few months time. So, what is death we asked each other. We could not answer it but what we were certain is that death is certain for everyone. You, me and for 7 billion other people out there. We are on a definitive sentence of death. Its just waiting for us somewhere. It may happen a few months, a few years or a few decades later. But its going to happen.

So, Death is certain we mused. But what is it? And why does no one want to die? Is it because people are uncertain of the blackness ahead or is it because of the unfulfilled desires in their life that no one wants to die? Perhaps its for both reasons. Man is trained by nature to be wary of uncertainty and death is the most uncertain thing out there. Lack of fulfillment usually goes unnoticed but tends to haunt enormously in retrospection. And death is the biggest moment of retrospection.

So, what should we do knowing that we are going to die one day. “Live each day, before you die!”, “You never get life once again!” or “Would you do what you are doing today if it was the last day?” are probably some of the famous quotes we have already heard. But, what are the practical ways to “live” each day fully? Do we need to give up what we are doing completely and become a hermit or go on a world-tour or go on a party-crazy mode? No. Its not doing something spectacular that we need to do. Answer lies in each moment. Are we respecting each person we meet? Are we caring enough for our loved ones? Are we showing them that we care about them? Are we working hard enough at what we are doing? Are we treasuring the nature around us? Are we appreciating what we have? Are we overpowering the usual bouts of procrastination and inertia?

Well, we knew we were getting close to the truth. Yes, the idea to “live each moment” sounded correct enough. If we lived each moment and went on courageously to achieve what we wanted, we can tell during the moment of death, “Bring it On!”, “I Have done what I can on this planet” or “I have fought hard. Time to move on..” We can happily embrace death at that moment! Isnt it?

At that moment, we somehow felt guilty of wasting a lot of University life in laziness, doing nothing. Could we have done something more? We realized that its ok for now as we have time in future to change that guilt but, what if we felt this hollowness or guilt at the point of departure from this land? Wouldnt that be really sad?

So, the “truth” we agreed upon was that we need to pursue our dreams and live our life to the fullest, but, its a collage of how we live each moment, whether we make each moment count that matters more. If we see a beautiful collage at the moment of our death, we would be satisfied of our work, if not, we would have this undeniable regret piercing through our heart.

The question to ask ourselves today would be- How are we living each moment right now? Can we make a small difference somewhere? Can we take a small walk towards our dreams? We have two options. Either to live before we die or to always be dead.

Some Ideas to Share!

Welcome to Some Ideas to Share!
Let me start off with this quote by Franklin D. Roosevolt-
“Men are not prisoners of fate, but prisoners of their own minds.”

Will post more ideas and interesting thoughts in the posts to come!